The fear won today got one over cast me aside with the slightest kick and the wink of an eye. I will try harder to set the pace fear only won today’s meaningless race. . Ill be back tomorrow at the blocks hope in mind knuckles of rocks. Everyday a gun start with will in my eyes and … Continue reading Racing Fear
Somewhere in between half way across swollen stream half awake from happy dream I walk the way in between. Dragging feet solemn stands holding soul heart in hand. Stumbling across uneven pavement uneven land sinking deeper into sand. I’m nearly there some day’s worse return the spell a mind cursed. The drop greater than any … Continue reading Somewhere In Between
Thousand yard stare full of worry full of care lost behind a troubled stare. Stares a blank page no time to engage left behind this unbreakable cage. What goes on behind the eyes only this man knows a wonder of looks a series of sighs. A click of finger wont break the stare of this … Continue reading Thousand Yard Stare
By my side always through strongest tide always by my troubled side. Keep me close remain the calm the solid rock the cooling balm. Copyright © 2017 Charlie Hasler. .
I went for a meal at the weekend with some family and friends etc. The anxiety started pretty much from waking up, I really didn't want to go but felt obliged to. Anyway it got too much and I ended up going and sitting in the car. This is what I jotted down afterwards.
He is on the return this black dog day from distant shores once far away. I have had my hit of positive feelings now back to empty eyes empty feelings. Just a few more hours is all I ask no more fetching of depressions mask. Copyright © 2017 Charlie Hasler. … Continue reading Black Dog Returning
Remain with me on this good day don't let me down nor go away. Keep fear at bay save it for another day. For now let me smile on this happy day. Tomorrow is then today is now leave me free unburdened by sorrows scowl. Copyright © … Continue reading Good Feeling
Rage it used to make me strong but over time made me weaker there was irony all along. Hands sweaty back arched ready to battle moments charged. The shake of the rush courses through strength of ten men unleashes on you. Guns blazing no glory the sad tale of a once true story. Punching walls knuckles bleed with … Continue reading Rage
What destination will I take tonight when sandman takes me on his sleep flight. A subconscious choice made for me not in control of my dreams destiny. Will I see friends of past times gone a time when we were more as one. Will there be horrors on the trip rooms locked sinking ship lead feet … Continue reading Sandman Trip
It's not here yet there is no regret that emotion hasn't come to me yet. Hindsight playing its game all aboard my memory train. It's way off for now a distant cloud a dark blanket a tears shroud. In the distance may it remain the sad times on some distant far away plain. Happy to … Continue reading Fears Coming